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06/29/2009
omg!
i can NOT believe i didn't know about this before! tokio hotel
designed their own t-shirt for H&M's "Fashion Against
AIDS" line! ahhh!
must
must must get my hands on one of these shirts if it's the last
thing i do. holy crap. maybe i'll get the guy for juujuu too...teehee~
lately i've been focusing on trying to find an image for myself. fashion-wise.
i want to be able to find a style i can call my own. or at least
have a fashion sense that people can identify with, rather than
always have people say that i don't look good in something.
i know that
i won't be able to please everybody with the clothes that i
choose, but somewhere along the way i know that i'll be happy and
confident enough to put an outfit together and be proud of what
i'm wearing.
i guess the biggest reason why i've been in
such bad moods lately is because of the lack of confidence i have
in myself. i'm constantly relying on someone else to give me that
boost, and when i don't receive it, i feel rejected. i really
have to take things easy and lighten up. there are worse
situations i could be in.
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06/26/2009
my
first new blog entry on a new site, whoopee!
ugh, i'm currently wasting time on the internet cause my doctor's appointment is smack dab in the middle of my day and i have nothing
to do until then. on the bright side, maybe i'll get something to ward off my nasty allergies today.
rawr.
yesterday, i dragged juujuu to watch "up" with me in
3D. it was an awesome movie. i pretty much cried through the whole
thing cause it was pretty sad. the movie really teaches you to
cherish life before it flashes by your eyes. i recommend everyone
watch it, cause it's not "just" an animated movie, it
really teaches you something about life.
in other news,
i've been trying to keep my intake of red meat and rice limited.
red meat for its hormones and ability to make me bloat like a
puffer-fish, and rice for its lack of nutritional value. think
i've already lost some weight, cause my pants were a little loose yesterday.
but, the lack of exercise i've been doing isn't really helping me
on my road to being fit. sigh~
until i do though, here's some
megan fox thinspiration! yay!!!
(click thumbnails for bigger view)
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